Emotions

I admit, I'm pretty scared of emotion. I like to be in control, so feeling something that I can't control, or sometimes even explain, terrifies me. I constantly have to remind myself that God created me with emotions. He even has emotion, so it can't be all bad right? I sometimes believe it... more often then I used to anyway. So that was part of the purpose of this blog, to express emotions I don't necessarily understand. Things like nearly crying over paint colors because I didn't think they looked right. (Paint is a totally different color when it's dry then when it's wet, by the way) I think there is an extere to emotions, but I'm sure I'm not there yet. Sometimes I feel like a child with emotions, because I ignored them for such a long time. Joe has been great and bringing out and helping emotions. I'm so grateful for him. =)